first day of spring semester went so good omgggg my math class in the morning my teacher is funny and makes math somewhat enjoyable -_-’ easy class i don’t know why i didn’t retake my 5 yr old placement test lulz. Than after class went to the student lounge to get breakfast it was kinda packed so me being the awkward person went to find a seat sitting alone lmao sat down near a group of ppl i just sat there  i put on my head phones to draw out the “noise” from everyone and listen to my hindi music than i started listening to their convo i giggled and looked over at the leader of the discussion and he smiled he was like hey you! i was like OMG NOOO he’s like come sit with us im like are you sure!?!?! so i sat down like a awkward squirtle introduced myself to everyone and we started talking about random stuff in the group (4-5) like majors social issues etc

than something hit me what he said “Eva no one likes to be alone..i know you don’t we all want someone around us so invited you so you don’t feel alone” shit got me all teary eyed because i really don’t have anyone other than my family but to me it isn’t enough…felt nice to be in a group of people for once since i’m alone most of the time.